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[aid] => mick
[title] => tomorrow
[time] => 2005-05-13 20:34:22
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[bodytext] => i lock the door just once more i sit on the floor and cry i pick up the blade from where it had laid i want so bad to die hiding from my fears drowning in sorrow i cant stop the tears dont want to see tomorrow my heads in a blunder im so confused my heart screams like thunder i feel so misused with every breath brings more pain running down like one big drain with everstep brings more cries sadened tears fall from my eyes i press the blade against my skin harder and harder so the pain will end as the blood runs down my wrist i slice again and make a fist as i relax i cut once more and then the blade falls to the floor i close my eyes and rest my head for when tomorrow comes ill be dead inside i scream as i slowly slip away i hate to say its my last day a few last words i have to say im sorry mom for what i said ill miss you dear inside my head i made you cry and now i know why but now you no longer have to dread this is my last good bye i sit and wait to see the light i sit and wait in sorrow but at least i know that the pains all through and i no longer have to worry about tomorrow [comments] => 0 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 43 [informant] => sweetnsilentsoul [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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