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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Life to Death Transistion. The Last Step
[time] => 2005-05-13 10:37:50
[hometext] => Part three in a Series of four. This is my Life to Death Transistion. Please also read Part one The Begining and Part two The Reason. Comment if you wish. I hope you like part 3 of 4.
[bodytext] => ----------_________-------------------- I know your out there laughing Its time for me to disapear I know your heart is making mine empty The unhappy ending is coming near I could never tell you The things you want to hear What Im about to go through Will force me through my fear These borken wings have a hold tonight No one can see them, no one can see me When darkness fell on my eyes lastnight I never expected to feel the fear I could not see Everytime I bite my lip I take yet another sip of the lies I acted like your the prize I can no longer swallow my pride If I could just close my eyes I could easly pull the trigger Then I can finally see what I am made of When it ends, will this death finally be done? I cant change it I can no longer heal myself Disjointed aloneness The screech of agony against hard steel The scream the coveted startlement surprising the starkness of the blankness it reverberates The air is empty The hollowness screams of insanities and sings of the chaos and harmonies deafen all else Calm smooth roughness snow and ice the curve of flame the lick of steam born of both water is mindless and lonely though it's surrounded by life Same here but I can think about all of it Help Help me clense myself Help me stop the painful terror Help me set myself free I no longer want these shattered memories There are no words left here None that can ever make these sorrows disapear I think I am chasing dreams that dont exsist But Ive try so hard to find something better then this Running from the hate, running from all I see Fear my pain, stare into the eyes of me, end this for me. I die a little more each day This forced separation Addiction Regression Suspended animation My life to death Transistion! This is the last step towards the Degradation! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 61 [informant] => MajesticPoet [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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