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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => another night
[time] => 2005-05-12 22:00:17
[hometext] => this is me not in a relationship and I'm ugly
[bodytext] => Someone please take this worthless life from me I can’t live without love from a girl So I lie here slowly bleeding from a gaping wound I need you to save me from myself These pills aren’t working I’m still alive What’s wrong with me? my friends are in love and I’m still standing on the sidelines I can’t watch as they crash into each other I feel so hopeless and so lost please kill me I want some good news but nothing is happening I’m stuck in neutral once again and headlights are coming my way I just let the angels take me to the heavens and let me fall I’m use to the calm surrender of the alcohol I know I’m a huge mistake to you I want something that I can hold on to that would fade or break like my heart Tell me how do I fix this gaping whole in my heart Just walk away or walk into my arms to stay feel the void inside of me I’m so empty so hopeless What more can I say to make you stay Can you spare a little hope for me? This ink can only solve so much Maybe this ink will drown me I’m beginning to think I don’t belong here I haven’t a clue where to go What to do when you don’t understand Do you just help death along? Oh god! I can’t get up from this bed I just wish that something would kick in The pills, the alcohol, the religion Someone show me the way to hell Or am I already here? Someone tell me how to live this life Cause I have no clue how to survive Well I guess this is better than nothing but I think I rather have nothing than this [comments] => 0 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 13 [informant] => emokid [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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