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[sid] => 94224
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => defenseless
[time] => 2005-05-12 21:56:29
[hometext] => this is how it feels when you have no one but yourself
[bodytext] => I’m standing at the end of the world I’m defenseless and the storm is coming in It’s down to me against the rest of the world When your on your own it’s you against them You better come out swinging kill everything and yourself This is not for glory This is for your own survival I’m not a hero I’m just a soldier In this one man army The weight of the world rest on my shoulders The pressure is so great that my shoulders break I’m so scared that I bite the hand that feeds I’m so tired of fighting off the feelings that I might just let the demons take me You know its bad when you don’t bother waking up I just want to fall into oblivion I should just let my guard down and let them take me It is getting harder to fake a smile and pretend that everything is fine sometimes I just don’t want to get up After they break my legs I’m down for the count and I just don’t give a ***** I think I’m going to give up What’s the point of fighting when you can’t win I’ll kiss you one last time Let me say goodbye to you I apologize as I pull the trigger I never meant for it to come down to this God please forgive me but I’m so damn defenseless [comments] => 1 [counter] => 181 [topic] => 63 [informant] => emokid [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => hbadday )
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