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Array ( [sid] => 94097 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => This can't be Me! [time] => 2005-05-11 21:42:25 [hometext] => I thought I had been the victim the whole time, but today I had an eye-opener that showed me what was happening was just as much my fault! I deserved it! [bodytext] => I never meant to be like that
To think of it makes me ill
How could I have been like that?
Under my own free will!

I’m not so sure anymore
If I can enjoy each day
With how I acted haunting me
Day after day after day…

What was my motivation?
Why did my sub-conscious control?
Is that my personality,
That occupies my heart and soul?

If it is,
I want to start over.
Put the three-leaf away
Get a four-leaf clover.

Do not feel sorry for me
For feeling like this,
I deserve to wait a while,
For a life of smooth harmony and bliss.

Someday I will go back to normal,
But right now regrets having its attack,
So don’t be surprised if you see me
Head turned toward the past, watching my back.
[comments] => 1 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 6 [informant] => dreamer_for_eternity [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
This can't be Me!

Contributed by dreamer_for_eternity on Wednesday, 11th May 2005 @ 09:42:25 PM in AEST
Topic: AngryPoetry



I never meant to be like that
To think of it makes me ill
How could I have been like that?
Under my own free will!

I’m not so sure anymore
If I can enjoy each day
With how I acted haunting me
Day after day after day…

What was my motivation?
Why did my sub-conscious control?
Is that my personality,
That occupies my heart and soul?

If it is,
I want to start over.
Put the three-leaf away
Get a four-leaf clover.

Do not feel sorry for me
For feeling like this,
I deserve to wait a while,
For a life of smooth harmony and bliss.

Someday I will go back to normal,
But right now regrets having its attack,
So don’t be surprised if you see me
Head turned toward the past, watching my back.




Copyright © dreamer_for_eternity ... [ 2005-05-11 21:42:25]
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Re: This can't be Me! (User Rating: 1 )
by SPSM on Thursday, 12th May 2005 @ 08:30:35 AM AEST
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Sometimes reality comes back and slaps you in the face, but that's a good life lesson. Your not a horrible person you know, everyone makes mistakes and has regrets in their lives. The main thing is, you've learned to take off the rose colored glasses and see the truth. I don't know your situation or what you think you did wrong, but I hope you won't keep kicking yourself. Your not alone on the regret and shame highway, we're all here with you. Good writing! Sharon




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