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[sid] => 9402
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => so tired
[time] => 2002-12-29 12:30:00
[hometext] => yeh... this is the xmas silly season, i guess, and this sprang from me before i could get control over it....
[bodytext] => don't feel like living any more,
tired being depression's whore. tired of smiling and tired of life, the pain and the bitterness cuts like a knife... tired of breathing, and blinking, and beating, tired of crying, of cutting, of eating. every breath wasted, smiles are used, but noone understands this kind of abuse. waste of a casket, waste of a being, waste of the funeral i'd never be seeing what a paltry excuse for a person like me, just wait till tomorrow, and maybe you'll see; that my life, so unworthy was over; goodbye. the girl that was ashleigh, you won't even cry... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 228 [topic] => 36 [informant] => ashleigh4 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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