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[aid] => mick
[title] => AgAiN
[time] => 2005-05-08 23:55:28
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[bodytext] => The ashes of my youth pile upon me everyday Escaping the past is death but the only way I see temptation in every reflection And know that death is staring into my soul Awaiting the pain to create excuses How come they never satisfy? Where you may see the light of day Black clouds have carted me away Suffering the pain of lonliness To the back of a world so cold Each motion draws me deeper, closer to the pain I have made the grave I stand in on arms and legs Even though I'm on hands and knees In the dark now I can hear a voice calling for mine Distantly I reach out hopefully for the last time All that I have become has let me down Growing closer now to what kills me everyday My thoughts are their own tragedies Suffering a passion I cannot understand It is as vines clawing up the base of my spine I feel paralyzed even as I sense the cold setting in This is it, I'm giving in [comments] => 1 [counter] => 195 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Maxximus [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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