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[sid] => 93742
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I contemplate
[time] => 2005-05-08 22:27:08
[hometext] => again i dont think the best....but my honest thoughts...hope u can maybe relate
[bodytext] => Am I the only one who feels so sad inside? Am I the only one whose happiness has died? I really don’t think I can survive this anymore This gripping pain which has crippled me before I ask myself every day WHY I am still here living WHY am I still here useless and hurting? Amongst this world of pain, grief and sorrow Amongst my regret and the sadness in which I wallow Nothing is keeping me here my life is so empty I should put an end to the pathetic person that is me There must be something better a place free from tears So I don’t have to cry anymore any place but here I am sick of pretending and I look through such tired eyes …Honestly can’t go on and I’m contemplating suicide… [comments] => 2 [counter] => 181 [topic] => 36 [informant] => pUnKa_RaCh [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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