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[aid] => mick
[title] => For Brandon I hope YOu are where you want to be
[time] => 2005-05-07 23:34:23
[hometext] => This is for my friend Brandon who killed him self a few years ago this month
[bodytext] => All the day I kept seeing you Sometimes I even went up to people and tapped them on the back When they turned around it wasn’t you I saw you by the window where we would always speak Where you first saw Kristen and said you were in love You asked her out and she said she had been waiting for you too You were happy for a while and then it stopped She could not take it seeing you so sad At times I was not able to either And for that I am sorry That day I heard your voice calling out Asking for help But then it went away I walked home and thought that you were next to me I even felt your hand It felt like running water blood or quick sand But it was thick and like velvet Then my hand fell asleep I walked by the bus stop and thought I saw you there I thought that you waved at me good bye I wanted to wave back but you were not there anymore I remember you had a smile on your face like I had never seen I got home and got all my things done in a hurry so I could call you When I finally did Your mother picked up the phone on your private line and I knew then That it really was you who I saw that day all those times She told me you hung your self in your closet It was not the first time you had tried to do something To end it all I know I had come to doing the same two days prior Sometimes if I look hard enough I can see the marks Though I guess for you it was the last And I guess I can say it was the last for me too Brandon I don’t know how I have been able to Go on without you here without having you to talk to But I know that you have helped me out a lot And still do so everyday I know that you are happy to know that I am very happy and have been for a while I hope you are where you want to be Say hi to your dad for me if you see him And I want you to know that I have not And will not ever forget you [comments] => 1 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 55 [informant] => Doriens_Picture [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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