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[aid] => mick
[title] => Why Im Depressed
[time] => 2005-04-29 22:35:38
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[bodytext] => Look at me, Are you proud of what you see? Its been such a long painfull journey ive made so many mistakes I held everything inside And silently cried I fell completly apart Then put it back at the start The cycle of depression consumed me There was nothing i can do My life seems so through I didnt want to care, but i still do Im hurt by the words they say Everything i hear everyday I know you will never accept me It hurts more than you will ever know See how much i sit in my room everyday Cant you hear anything i say Are my cries so invisible Or do you just ignore them For whats my own good. This cant be for my own good If only you understood But you never could, never would Dont tell me I dont feel what i feel That everything i believe isnt real Everything i feel is pain i must conseal Everything i believe is all i have, my appeal Im made to believe theres something wrong with me Im just accepting and open minded Just because i love another girl This is what everything , all the pain comes down to The fact that you wont accept me No matter what i do You say you accept me, Just not what i "choose" to be I am what i am, i cant help who i love When i look at you I remember everything you said and do And how i know im a dissapointment to you And i cant stop what im going through [comments] => 0 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 48 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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