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[aid] => mick
[title] => Thoughts of the Mind
[time] => 2005-04-27 08:36:06
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[bodytext] => My mind is telling me to be strong My soul is telling me to release and be free But my heart is telling me to hold and don't let go This is so frustrating, you loving two I guess that's why we both don't know what to do As much as I hurt, I fight even harder Not ready to move on, but sometimes I wish I had the will Not because I don't love you but because how would you feel if my love for your was split between two, you and......your brother? But I couldn't be you either having to pick your mate or your mother Though I know your love for me is eternal and infinite lasting You feel the same for someone else, and your love sometimes feels plastic, or fake You say one thing to me, then you say the same to her It makes me feel, well, not special or unique It also makes my anger and depression peak How could you say the same things? We may be similar but **** we are still different AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! this is so confusing Why are we going through this again? Can you tell me how it could even begin Sometimes I feel like it's the end Sometimes I feel like giving up, and no longer giving a........... Sometimes I feel like you only will go with me to see how it would be, not in a good way by the way The once you find out, leave me and go for her If you did that, I'd be hurt beyond belief But there's no point in stating that just yet Are these lines just thoughts or what Thoughts scrambled coming out here and there But it's what my mind is telling me So I guess I'll just be strong [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 48 [informant] => PainfulSpirit06 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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