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[sid] => 92249
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I screwed it up again
[time] => 2005-04-25 20:27:13
[hometext] => aggg why do i do this to myself?
[bodytext] => what a tangled mess I'm in no one can stop it I did it myself and now I'm stuck in it and I've no way out so what is the cruel irony of life that when you express how you feel that it backfires on you so why did i say that I brought it upon myself again I've been told that 100 times now I know that it is true but gosh why does this always happen to me? why can't I be normal? like every one else why does this just happen why do I always set myself up for the fall that I've faced too many times now I want out of my web I want to break away from this pattern I need a change of plan but no one ever will go along I think they enjoy watching me screw it up and over and over again they point it out..... I screwed it up again [comments] => 2 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 48 [informant] => spazz911 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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