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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Emptiness Of My Soul pt.2
[time] => 2005-04-22 15:45:36
[hometext] => This dream becomes a nightmare that I have to escape from and you still laugh in my face, because you thought you were free of me. But in the end, I'm still standing.
[bodytext] => Comfort, Was what I felt with u, But now things have changed, U begin to raise your voice at me, Like I'm a little child, Hate is what I feel, Everytime I see a picture of u, Hear u speak or hear your name, I become hurt, Because even though u don't understand me, I'm still finding it in my heart to love u, Or even care about u, Last time I heard you speak, I felt like I wanted to break, Into tiny pieces, And u would never see me again, I've been asking myself how could u do this to me, Everytime u make me mad, I can't cry because there's no reason, To cry over someone, That seems like they don't, Love u back, You are the reason why, My emotions keep building up, And they never seem to go away, I thought I finally found someone to love, Still, I was wrong, To even let u become apart of my life, It's like u become a dream to me, Cause you are so surrealistic in my eyes, I've been running from the one person, Who broke my heart and laughed in my face, It was u who made feelings like these, To come about, Strong is what I've been striving to be, For so long, I remain lost and still ashamed, So I ask u this one question, Why do u continue to keep playing, With the emotion of me?, Your like the remedy that made, Me complete, And as the second arrow is shot, Into my bleeding heart, I then begin to cry and I, Can no longer hold in the pain, My tears begin to form into, Deep blue seas, And not even a memory, Can make me happy, Can't u see?, I was in need of u but u, Pushed me a side, So u could love someone else, We love each other then, We begin to hate each other, The lust we once had, Is now gone, When u touch me I feel a certain vibe, And it begins to burn, On the inside of me, You were once my love, My soulmate, heart, And my destiny, All I wanted was for u, To tell me that u loved me, But what's the use, Through my smile I cry, Love now is like a, Deadly poison in the depths, Of my soul, A ring of hell forms around me, But in the end a gate, Of heaven let's me be free, Now I've finally survived, What u did to me and now the tables have turned, I've overcame, The Emptiness of my Soul [comments] => 2 [counter] => 193 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Luckycharm [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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