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[sid] => 91804
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Unhealable
[time] => 2005-04-21 21:10:50
[hometext] => My pain has gone so far that there's no longer a cure
[bodytext] => The pain gets unbearable, My lungs begin to fall. The torture's cut too deep, As it tears away the wall. Nothing makes it stop, The ache is always there. The people see right through me, At the scars they seem to stare. The only thing that soothes me, Is the silence of the knife. With every cut I bleed, I bleed away my life. My mentality is different, I dont quite think the same. None of them can understand, Why I bleed with shame. In that moment when the blood seeps, I can no longer feel the ache. My mind just swtiches gears, As my bones no longer break. Its an action of relief, Which has turned into addiction. I thought I could handle it, This wasnt my prediction. The cuts marked by the blade, Will eventually someday heal. Just because the scars have faded, Doesnt change the fact theyre real. The inner scars I have, Will never go away, Too much pain I feel, Every single day. I know there is no pill, And I know there is no cure. Im just a sinner, Living in a screwed up world. Im beginning to stray, Im becoming unreachable. The wounds have gone too deep, And now I am unhealable. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Pats4eva7 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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