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Array ( [sid] => 91627 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Birthday Gifts from Daddy [time] => 2005-04-20 16:28:53 [hometext] => This took me a while to write... a very painful poem. I finished it not too long ago, but was hesitant on posting... This happened the day after my birthday, March 13. [bodytext] => I’ve triggered his rage again,
He’s left me battered and broken by his loathsome words…
My flesh is stinging from the collision of his hand,
My eyes are weary from this ceaseless weeping…


I thought he had changed,
Things were going so well,
I was happy…


A gift from “The Father of Gold”,
A box full of nothing and a searing slap to the face…
Whiskey on his breath, slur in his words, fury in his eyes,
A monster, blinded by rage and intoxication,
Birthday wishes from my nightmare, Daddy dearest…

“You are nothing! I wish your mother had an abortion instead of bearing a creature like you!”

In a fit of tears and sorrow,
I drink all of it in without a word,
Nodding my head all the while,
Knowing it’s true…


The faces change,
Now you care about me again,
Hugging me and kissing every tear away,
Comforting me with embraces and gentle soothing,
Just like a Daddy should…


But you are not what you act out to be,
I don’t consider you a father or anything closely related,
For you are nothing to me…
How I wish to tell you this,
Shout it to your stupid grinning face,
Give you a taste of the poison you gave me…

Yet, my voice abandons me,
I am left silent, with reveries of killing you…
You leave with a stale “I love you…”
And my birthday gift of anguish and self-hate…


My little flicker of hope has died,
Depression consumes me whole,
And the Dark Era begins once more…
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Birthday Gifts from Daddy

Contributed by FleurdeSang on Wednesday, 20th April 2005 @ 04:28:53 PM in AEST
Topic: DarkPoetry



I’ve triggered his rage again,
He’s left me battered and broken by his loathsome words…
My flesh is stinging from the collision of his hand,
My eyes are weary from this ceaseless weeping…


I thought he had changed,
Things were going so well,
I was happy…


A gift from “The Father of Gold”,
A box full of nothing and a searing slap to the face…
Whiskey on his breath, slur in his words, fury in his eyes,
A monster, blinded by rage and intoxication,
Birthday wishes from my nightmare, Daddy dearest…

“You are nothing! I wish your mother had an abortion instead of bearing a creature like you!”

In a fit of tears and sorrow,
I drink all of it in without a word,
Nodding my head all the while,
Knowing it’s true…


The faces change,
Now you care about me again,
Hugging me and kissing every tear away,
Comforting me with embraces and gentle soothing,
Just like a Daddy should…


But you are not what you act out to be,
I don’t consider you a father or anything closely related,
For you are nothing to me…
How I wish to tell you this,
Shout it to your stupid grinning face,
Give you a taste of the poison you gave me…

Yet, my voice abandons me,
I am left silent, with reveries of killing you…
You leave with a stale “I love you…”
And my birthday gift of anguish and self-hate…


My little flicker of hope has died,
Depression consumes me whole,
And the Dark Era begins once more…




Copyright © FleurdeSang ... [ 2005-04-20 16:28:53]
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Re: Birthday Gifts from Daddy (User Rating: 1 )
by GurlyTye on Wednesday, 20th April 2005 @ 07:33:43 PM AEST
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Painfull indeed... this when strait to the heart....tears fell.. i felt the pain in this poem. a very deep and heart breaking write


Re: Birthday Gifts from Daddy (User Rating: 1 )
by DorianChambers on Wednesday, 20th April 2005 @ 08:51:46 PM AEST
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Mi poro piqua fideda omg how my heart

aches 4 u (((((((( FleurdeSang ))))))))) i'm

so sorry 4 your pain . . .

Dorian Chambers


Re: Birthday Gifts from Daddy (User Rating: 1 )
by LOWMAN613 on Wednesday, 20th April 2005 @ 09:46:51 PM AEST
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Wow this was sad & painful indeed must have been tough to write! Christina


Re: Birthday Gifts from Daddy (User Rating: 1 )
by Nazmythian on Friday, 20th May 2005 @ 03:24:08 PM AEST
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Damn Stephy. Nobody deserves that. This hurt to read. I ... don't even know what say. You are not ... Nothing. I hope your belief in his words are only belief in the fact that this ... thing ( I can't even call him a man ) is so consumed with what ever has eaten away at him, that it somehow makes him believe what he refuses to see. You are a creature of beauty and intelligence and so much more than he could ever hope to be.

Nazzy ~




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