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[sid] => 90963
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Pain
[time] => 2005-04-14 17:49:15
[hometext] => Umm yeah well I'm not sure if this is really
[bodytext] => why must i live this life of mine? I want to be somebody else somebody happy somebody pretty somebody smart I hate this life i lead i'm sick of being lonely depression's a ***** why must i hurt myself to make the pain go away? after awhile you'd think i'd know better... the pain won't ever go away it's here to stay forever and always but i can't help it i still think cutting's the answer at least it will numb the pain for a little while the pain locked inside of me that no one can see how do i make the pain go away permantly? is it possible? i just want to be happy to be loved and cared for why can't i be? is that too much to ask for? one day maybe i'll find what i'm looking for but until then i'm stuck feeling helpless and lonely [comments] => 2 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 13 [informant] => SelfDistruction [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 7 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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