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[sid] => 90585
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => asleep with a hole in my head
[time] => 2005-04-11 00:54:18
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => in my dreams the sky is gray and rain is coming down my eyes pour out my salty tears and clouds of black are all around the spirits in my darkened soul whisper to me “goodnight” now i fall asleep forever and die alone tonight in my dreams my soul is broken alive, but is not well i connect the dots of sadness as i’m falling down to hell i still can hear my echoed voice yet my body cannot move i know i am not dead… i’m asleep and dreaming with a hole in my head i seek redemption of my heart but it will never heal i am forever broken i just wish that i could feel a sickness is in my head a poison is in my soul my tears pour out my sockets my wounds have taken their toll i know i am not dead, for i was never alive… in my dreams i find true love brought together by fate my sadness i have overcome but it is way too late; i shudder inside my darkness and realize my love was never there my dreams now have no purpose without love, i do not care i am in my dreams and nothing is real anymore; my jaws are clamped together my eyes are stapled shut a mask is over my head my wrists are forever cut in the end, darkness has won and brought my life to rest and if i could not find true love then maybe dying alone was best because of life i have no feelings a hole is in my head i am thankful that i am over no more tears will i shed my life is finally over it gave me too much pain i hope you do not cry for me for happiness i have attained in my dreams i find true love and it will never die and even though it isn’t real it is a feeling i can’t deny [comments] => 0 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 13 [informant] => funeral_of_hearts [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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