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Array ( [sid] => 90280 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Un-Beautiful [time] => 2005-04-07 22:01:54 [hometext] => That is me... [bodytext] => Un-beautiful that is me,
From my own disgust I will never be free,
I look in the mirror & hate my reflection,
All I see is the devils complexion.

Leering & poking fun at my skin,
Popping my bubble with his evil pin,
Making me hate what is before my eyes,
At night I think of myself & I cry.

I hate what I see when I look in the mirror,
My stomach turns if I catch a glimmer,
Of what I look like in the flesh,
All I see is a rotting & awful mess.

I wish I liked what was in my sight,
Instead it fills me with hatred & fright,
My self esteem is non existent,
All the while my self loathing is so persistent.

From years of pain a monster has been created,
& my self loving has been desecrated,
I can’t bare the creature that stares back,
On my dying soul it has launched its attack.

Hating what I look like is part of my day,
& despising myself will never go away,
It is here & here it will live,
& on my heart it will never forgive.




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Un-Beautiful

Contributed by pixie on Thursday, 7th April 2005 @ 10:01:54 PM in AEST
Topic: selfstruggles



Un-beautiful that is me,
From my own disgust I will never be free,
I look in the mirror & hate my reflection,
All I see is the devils complexion.

Leering & poking fun at my skin,
Popping my bubble with his evil pin,
Making me hate what is before my eyes,
At night I think of myself & I cry.

I hate what I see when I look in the mirror,
My stomach turns if I catch a glimmer,
Of what I look like in the flesh,
All I see is a rotting & awful mess.

I wish I liked what was in my sight,
Instead it fills me with hatred & fright,
My self esteem is non existent,
All the while my self loathing is so persistent.

From years of pain a monster has been created,
& my self loving has been desecrated,
I can’t bare the creature that stares back,
On my dying soul it has launched its attack.

Hating what I look like is part of my day,
& despising myself will never go away,
It is here & here it will live,
& on my heart it will never forgive.








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Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by BEBE on Thursday, 7th April 2005 @ 10:12:12 PM AEST
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Great write, it flowed so beutifully. But the Lord has said that he has created each and everyone of us in the image of his eyes, But great write.
GODBLESS
BEBE


Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by sick_n_twisted on Thursday, 7th April 2005 @ 10:23:43 PM AEST
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cool poem im so so sorry i used to feel that way


Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by mina-1 on Thursday, 7th April 2005 @ 10:32:49 PM AEST
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Pix this is so sad and so heartbreaking. This sadly is a true sign of depression. Hang tuff my friend. U r a truly beautiful person who is very talented. May ur heart overcome the burdens that dwell within it. I'm here for u Pix whenever u need me okay.
A sad, but oustanding write.
Hugs,
Sue


Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by DorianChambers on Thursday, 7th April 2005 @ 11:03:31 PM AEST
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((((((((4pix)))))))))

Dorian Chambers


Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by emystar on Thursday, 7th April 2005 @ 11:04:46 PM AEST
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So very sad but written well.
Please take it easy on yourself.
U r a beautifull person and great writer. we luv u and need u here to help us write.
luv, huggs, faith, hope, joy, peace, strength,
emy


Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by TheVoice on Thursday, 7th April 2005 @ 11:41:06 PM AEST
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in my eyes there is no one more beautiful than you
reading this has truly made me blue
i see the beauty that is hidden from your eyes
it is there, just in disguise
i wish i could let you from my eyes, have a peek
then that beautiful lady would be visible that you seek.

my heart goes out to you pixie dear.

The Voice


Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by Nazmythian on Friday, 8th April 2005 @ 04:31:33 AM AEST
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Applauds the presentation of words that Pixie has presented AND also those of the Voice ... dissagrees with Pixie's content ... agrees with the Voice ... You know where to find me for a smile, babe ... Come get some !!! LOL ( I mean that in the best of ways )

Nazzy ~


Re: Un-Beautiful (User Rating: 1 )
by Sinned on Friday, 8th April 2005 @ 12:48:03 PM AEST
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To a beautiful girl : )

: ( This poem cannot be about you.
To see my face it is a harden rool
Nicely written dear friend
Everything I try will never do
I stare in my mirror expression blank
For this burden God I have You to thank
Now if Pixie would write a poem
of he beauty and how she grooms

Good write Pixie

Sinned




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