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[time] => 2005-03-31 15:06:32
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[bodytext] => Why, Why, WHY! Do i feel so chlostraphobic? Trapped in a sheet of paranoia, Wrapped up so tight i no longer can breath, Feeling that i am hated by all. The words you speak are a disease, In my mind they spread to all, plaguing them, Evey innocent look becomes a daggered eye stare, Every person a warrior against me, Without confirmation of being hated i sit in purgatory, My thoughts neither true nor false. Once upon a time i'l do anything for you, Now i'm the scape goat, when did i sign to recieve all the blame? i became a shoe lace to you, so unnoticed, dragged behind, till my presence hindered you, or you needed me, Why stay to be in the way, why stay to feel unwanted. You left me without a leg to stand on, Whilst your standing on the shoulders of others, So (why) do you curse me for picking myself up and finding hope? (Why) do you seem so much more heartless and cruel? (Why is it) i can't pick up a phone and talk to you any more(?) I want times back, but don't want to leave the present, Want this world and one that has gone to come together But wanting the joining of the two, is too fickel to percieve. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 453 [topic] => 48 [informant] => poison_touch666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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