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[aid] => mick
[title] => Immortal Suicide Child
[time] => 2005-03-30 13:13:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I am so anxious to die I am counting the hours till the end of time, I look up trying to get liberated with bloody tears in my eyes, feeling lonely everyday and night-but I was popular with many friends, sometimes I wanna keep running from fate but its always a step ahead, because I feel my life has so much tension-its about to break to pieces, death keeps me wondering if I was put on earth for this reason, Im holding my breath till I become god's lamb of sacrifice, no more pain with god by my side in the after life, people wonder who I am-so many changes I forgot who I am, I am holding my breath till I see my only chance at amnesty, a weathered body that nobody would miss by such a tragedy, all the times I cried and no one ever heard my plead, Im tired of covering it up-theres no enough visine, nobody would talk to me because I am different, my life has been painful-so I would rather die instant, people try to read me like a book and turn me inside out, all I can tell them is-I dont wanna die right now... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 13 [informant] => dvsnme816 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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