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[sid] => 89224
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Hiding In Thought
[time] => 2005-03-29 17:07:27
[hometext] => I use cutting as a way to be invisible to the world...
[bodytext] => Contemplating suicide, Having no place to hide. My life is caving in, I dont even know where to begin. My wrists are bleeding, The redness is misleading. I know this isnt how it should be, I know im not supposed to live this way; With every slice I pay. I have a confession... This is more than I can bear, And I really dont care; If I continue on. Will they notice im gone? I curl up in this empty shell that is me, And let myself bleed. I swear im happy here, And I want no one near. I fear I might break, An they'd see how I ache. They'd see my pain, They'd feel the rain. So I contemplate suicide, As a way to hide. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 200 [topic] => 72 [informant] => Pats4eva7 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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