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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Want To Sleep
[time] => 2005-03-28 02:28:25
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[bodytext] => Sick of not feeling anymore. Living has become a bothersome chore. Every swallow, a small white pill, They chase away my every ill. My hate, my pain, my fear, I don't want to be alone, Yet I want no one near. I'm always a burden, the ugly fifth wheel. My wounds and my burns are too deep to heal. I see so much pain in my nightmares, It constantly haunts me, my emotions flare. I suffer the shakes and I don't want to eat. I feel no real pain, even when I'm beat. I'm told I'm not the same person I used to be. Why can't they accept it, love me for me? It all doesn't matter, I don't care. I think I've been caught some time in a snare. Frightened and nasty, add on paranoid. Misery and pain are what I can't avoid. It all goes away when I can sleep, Every small pill makes the darkness so deep. My music becomes muffled, my bed is so warm. I begin to forget how my heart has been torn. My wish is to rest peacefully forever more. I have a small pang for those who will mourn, It's common not to think of others at all. I don't want to drag them along with my fall; A long fall from the heavens above, the beautiful skies, Tarnished by life and the terrible lies. It's all put behind me as I close my eyes.... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 32 [informant] => xtcslilangel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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