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[sid] => 889
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Life
[time] => 2002-07-21 20:19:28
[hometext] => For You
[bodytext] => Why is it that you have to abide by someone else's rules?
Can't I just be left alone to make my own mistakes? Nobody taught me how to steal or hate or be cruel My parents were never there, but I don't blame them for my fate The smallest things I had to learn by myself Things you see in movies that are shared by family I learned to shave and iron and to share what I've felt Except with my family who ends up always looking sad at me It's my fault in the way that I turned out I don't point at anyone saying it was because of you I take responsibility for what I'm all about Friends is all I have now, I love them because they're true I've lost all I've ever known, love and lust for flesh I can't open up unless I know you're trying to see who I am Nobody in this world can understand I'm not trying to impress I'm not trying to be a man just because I took a stand My friends are falling from me because I defended them all In the craziest of ways, I threatened an adversary But they can't comprehend what I'd do to catch them when they fall My best girl looks at me and now she's very worried I get a call from a long lost love and friend The only one who understands why I defended in such a way The little Christian girl who knew nothing of violence Is now defending my word and can see how I love to prey The enemies I make are only because they beefed with my best homies They know I'd die for them no matter if they told me not to If they risk themselves I won't let them because I'm holy I've known only to live for someone else because it's true My life isn't mine in fact it belongs to you When you say jump, I ask you from what side of the bridge? When I die for you I don't want to see you all blue Smile for me forever and to show me that I'm missed [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 21 [informant] => thejoker [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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