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[sid] => 88825
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Worthless
[time] => 2005-03-26 08:39:57
[hometext] => I haven't really got anything to say about it except that this is how I'm feeling at the moment...
[bodytext] => Why do I feel so worthless? Why have my tears stopped flowing? Why do I keep pretending I知 alright? My broken heart is bleeding, I broke it, I cut it, I知 worthless and alone. I wish someone could see past the lies, Past the deceit. See through to me, The real me. Filled with unshed tears and painful regrets. The worthless me. Repeated words over and over, Worthless and scorned. Somehow I know it would be this way, That my pain would never fade. That I壇 take it to the end, To the grave. Retreating into my shell, To be left alone, To bask in my pool of sorrow. Lock me in my room, Turn the music on so loud, So loud my screams are invisible, Invisible like I wish I could be. But I知 not, I知 worthless. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 239 [topic] => 61 [informant] => lost_in_me [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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