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[sid] => 88784
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Alcohol Addictions
[time] => 2005-03-25 23:58:46
[hometext] => this came along because alcohol addiction runs in my family and i keep thinking i'll be next.
[bodytext] => I can’t believe I stand here now In front of the mirror that sweats Half unconscious trying to escape myself Taking comfort in Vodka and Remy Mad at myself cause I thought I could win Blood shot eyes and shaky legs The room starts to spin I fall to the floor I’ve stretched myself beyond my means Afraid to find something to control this Cause I might breakdown in front of you Tired of being ignored by those who should help So lost in their little worlds they’ll never fix Crying into the pillow I realize it’s been awhile Since I’ve gone and screwed things up just like I always do And I have no place to call my own Throwing up out the window onto the street below I’ve been here before I’ve felt this pain I need to justify the reasons for how I’m living What would you do if it were you Sitting in AA I stand and leave the circle Look back at everyone and say Please forget the things I should have said. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 370 [topic] => 66 [informant] => thegurl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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