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[sid] => 88610
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => JUST ONE MORE...
[time] => 2005-03-24 15:46:29
[hometext] => if you don't llike it...it's you bag not mine! but tell me if i should put it in my school contest plz! thanx
[bodytext] => I'm trying not to hurt you... And it's tearing me apart... Because the only way I know to help myself... Cuts apart your heart... Maybe just one more... One more won't hurt... If only I had my blade... Or anything sharp... AH-HA...there is it... Right where I had hid it before... It still has blood in it... From the last time... I geuss I forgot to clean it... Anyways now to find a spot... Where it will be easy to hide... I KNOW!... On my wrist I wear my arm cuffs all the time anyways... Time for some breif relief... I slide th blade across my skin... And watch the beads of blood fall to the floor... I sit on my... And for a minute feel free... But then i hear your car pull up... Time to hide the blade agian... but my wound is still to fresh... I blow on it... In hopes it dries before you come in... It's dry enough... As I slide the arm cuff over my self-inflicted wound... You opsen the front door... I look around to make sure everything is in i's place... But when I looker to the floor... I see the blood that had dripped down... I try to findsomething to cover it before you see... But I was too late... And now I see that horrible look on your face... I tery to tell you I'm sorry... But you turn and walk away... You weren't supposed to be here... Not for at least another 1/2 hour... I never wanted to hurt you... No,never,not again... But it's to late now... I tried not to hurt you... But I failed again... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 61 [informant] => morgana [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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