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[sid] => 88252
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Returning Pain
[time] => 2005-03-21 17:19:10
[hometext] => This is about how when I was young my step-father used to abuse me, but now hes gone, but my mom is (was) dating this guy who had characteristics of my step-dad and I know if he wouldve stayed around it wouldve ended up the same.
[bodytext] => Years and years ago, I felt this awful pain. It made my tears fall helplessly, Just like the angry rain. I spent my youth, With bruises on my skin. But those have now faded, Yet remain deep down within. His words would wear me down, Until I was no more. He'd hit me until I was black and blue, Then would leave me crying on the floor. Mommy never told him no, To her it was okay. Even now she doesnt realize, I think about it everyday. The poison left the house, But I knew it wasnt for good. That pain has now returned to me, Just like I knew it would. This hurt's got a new face, But reminds me all the same. It's barely begun, It's only the beginning of the game. I can see it coming, As always mom is blind. She cant see its back again, She must be out her mind. I cant let him hurt me, Just like I hurt before. I cant let it happen again, I wont be crying again on the floor. My walls are starting to crumble, Im now beginning to cry. I cant go through this over again, Id just rather die. God, if you're listening, Please dont let him stay. I cant go through this pain again, Just make it go away! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Pats4eva7 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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