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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Regrets Terrible Regrets
[time] => 2005-03-20 23:59:47
[hometext] => anyone got bad regrets?
[bodytext] => I’m weighed down from my terrible regrets By raw and painful things I can’t forget Stupid mistakes have tortured me for so long I ask myself if I’ll ever move on I have done many things because of the longing to fit in I feel like such an idiot now, I can’t hold up my chin I used to drink a lot and hook up with people I didn’t know I still feel the urge to drink and just let all of my problems go I think of myself as a slut and kinda feel like a whore I’m depressed because I lost someone I really did adore I’m smarter than this because all they do is use and abuse Just see you as another score an object to confuse Memories of my wrong replay in my mind’s eye I want to throw them away and finally say goodbye I really am sorry for making my life a mess God could never forgive me nor I could he bless Some say the past is in the past but I don’t see it that way Everything still hurts it feels like it all happened just yesterday The pain of disgrace slowly eats away at me now See I have many regrets I wish I could erase somehow [comments] => 2 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 71 [informant] => pUnKa_RaCh [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => secrets )
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