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[aid] => mick
[title] => Reality takes me back
[time] => 2005-03-20 19:26:06
[hometext] => Im sure it does for a lot of us...
[bodytext] => I wake up every morning my pillow stained with tears I cried myself to sleep last night to wash away my fears everyday i wear a smile a mask upon my face all these feelings and emotions I wish I could erase my eyes burn with the need to cry but I continue strong no one knows what I'm going through and have been all along they think that i am happy they think that i am glad no one knows the truth the truth that i am sad they buy into the laughter they buy into my smile no one sees the truth which I've been hiding for a while I'm crying in the shadows and no one knows I'm here no one looks beyond my act or the way that i appear i need to let my feelings out but i cant break down the wall its like a never ending battle so for eternity i fall with every gasping breath i take i want my life to end no one has a shoulder i can cry on or a helping hand to lend it's like the world is on my shoulders like the pressures now on me no one knows the way I'm feeling no one can really see i dream about a different life where sadness is at lack but soon its shattered by the truth and reality takes me back [comments] => 1 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 48 [informant] => LIving_In_My_Dream [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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