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[sid] => 86562
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My mask
[time] => 2005-03-05 20:18:15
[hometext] => Hope you like it. It might not be too good, but its your opinion.
[bodytext] => My mask You think I have a happy life You think its all perfection But when I look in the mirror Pain is my only reflection I live under my happy mask And no one can see threw All I get is laughs I only wish you knew But still the real me is unknown It will forever be If you ever read this poem Then maybe you will see Every day I paint my face Into someone I am not I can’t be myself in this place Or maybe I have been caught Maybe they do know me But yet they don’t seem to understand They all seem so blind...and cannot see The knife I hold in my hand So many problems in this life They are so hard to explain I don’t understand why I have to go through this strife Why am I filled with all this vain? Every night I ask god Why did you put this feeling in me Why couldn’t I have the looks, brains, and bod I feel like a tear lost in a dangerous sea All my troubles Never seem to fade All the pain just doubles When will my dept be paid? Everyday I make scars on my arm And my fingers find their way to the back of my throat I don’t know why I like self-harm Maybe this will be the last hole in my boat I just want to die I just want to disappear No longer do I want to cry Living...is my fear! To all those who wanted me dead I just granted your wish For all the things left unsaid Those words you will miss Screw you all I didn’t have anyone there No one could catch when I did fall Did anybody even care? But for those rare people that did love me I’m sorry I had to leave With you...my soul will be You just have to believe So these are the words I leave with you Time can’t always heal Cause you never could understand The pain that I always would feel [comments] => 2 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 32 [informant] => broken-lost-hope [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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