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[aid] => mick
[title] => Emotional Abandon
[time] => 2005-03-03 23:57:16
[hometext] => For you…and your unwavering disposition.
[bodytext] => Do you withdraw as an abandon from what’s felt? Or is it me that dwindles in spirit and in random air? The separation, pasted through every hallway leading to my desires, hazes whatever we are on those days. Our intentions, ‘tho never clear, become the background noise and eventually disappears. You were always real, the color. I would never believe in your love, not ever. Your reflection was too good for what I saw in myself. The far-away fear still lingers. I can’t say I understand where I stand. You would never say it in words. You were always reasonable, the rock. The distant things I missed have now come to the fore… The insecurities, the rambling, the weakness that only you invoke… They filter through the night, thick enough to choke. I drizzled my emotions like rain in your hands and worshipped my vision of a majestic man. You were always powerful, the castle. I needed you to believe in my dreams. The past will not save me, nor will my fairytale wishes. With each retreat, you force me to see. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 194 [topic] => 52 [informant] => Red_October [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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