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[aid] => mick
[title] => I hate myself
[time] => 2005-02-28 12:35:32
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[bodytext] => everything just drags me down i just want to be normal again..you no the happy girl who loved life and was happy with herself i look into the mirror only to see this miserable monster looking back at me.. i scream and yell it can't be, holy ***** this can't be me... oh but it is you ignorant fool a misfit, and an outcast i cry and cry but what for? i bleed and bleed...till i cant bleed no more of course im proud of this uselss person ive become living with this pain and despair is just to fun yes, i do enjoy crying myself to sleep yes, i enjoy seeing myself in pain and weep yes, i enjoy cutting my wrists of course i LOVE deaths kiss this person just looks and laughs at me YOUR ***** ***** IM WHAT YOU'LL NEVER BE i try and try to punch the image out of the mirror im not going to give into this taunting fear i close my eyes, i hold back tears i cover my ears i cant listen to another word im crying now, uncontroliably i cant help it, im weak i always will be but knowing that its all true is what kills me i'll never be anything i'll never be liked i'll never be pretty i'll never be happy i'll never be well me again i dont like the person ive turned into... im ugly im hurt im tainted im nothing im *****.....im what you'll never want to be that image in the mirror has defeated me its got to my head...its killed all hope its convinced me that the only solution is to die im sorry to everything i could have been im sorry for everything i could have done .....i listened to image of me in the mirror its to late to save me now... im bleeding from my wrists, ive slit my throat please enjoy my lovely suicide note.... I HATED MY LIFE MORE THEN EVER BEFORE DON'T MISS ME I WAS JUST ALWAYS A ***** WHORE this came from my poisoned heart....in which everything just fell apart [comments] => 1 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 61 [informant] => vampyrekiss [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 14 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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