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[aid] => mick
[title] => Darkness Reappearing
[time] => 2005-02-25 20:33:14
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[bodytext] => My depresssion has returned 10 times fold Everyone hates me, betrays me, lies to my face What they say i cant erase The only one that makes me feel happy, worth something, no pain and alive, Is something they want to take away from me Telling me that im not gay, just brainwashed They say i will die a painfull death, Cant they see im dying painfull now? I havnet cut for 3 months, i to so bad, Do i brake the promise to my love? I love her so much Right now i want to end out relationship And become emotionless again No one should be with me when im like this I hate myself, they say everyone lies to my face Inside truley hating who i am Who am i? just a dyke I have no pride left, and now want to die again Cause what they say They say they tell me this cause the love me ,they care They are taking away the one person that make me want to live I dont trust anyone anymore Not even my closest friends Im sorry my love, im breaking that promise I dont know how to deal with all this, i completly give up Im so sorry [comments] => 1 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 13 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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