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[sid] => 85591
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => finally the creature is gone
[time] => 2005-02-24 14:35:24
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I want to get away from me, I hate myself don't you see. I want to get away from me. I can't get away, I can't! Wherever I go, I see myself, what an ugly reflection. I may have good heart... But that doesn't matter at all in this world full of ***** deception. Ignorant people, lies that spread, caused me to sink so low and depressed. It's hard to trust I don't even trust myself, half of the time. What a stupid body, and what a stupid smile, What an ugly ***** face... and ugly ***** eyes. Do I like anything about me...no... What an nasty creature, I ***** try to care... but ***** helping others, doesn't get you anywhere. Do them a favor, get stabbed in the back, one of those ***** liars you never know when they are gonna' attack, and pull you down into the dark. Even running from my shadow... I can't get away from me... I'm ***** crazy- ***** insane I can't ***** get away from me!! So here I go I'm turning rapidly... ***** slashing, blood dripping out of me. I'm so ***** tired of this whole ***** reality... I hated me... I guess you were to blind to see. rest... eyes closing rest.... heart beat slowing rest..... finally, the creature, is gone... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 36 [informant] => setting_in_the_sun [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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