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[aid] => mick
[title] => K.M.
[time] => 2005-02-22 23:11:19
[hometext] => I still wouldn't do this but sometimes I feel like everyone is out there to laugh at me and make fun. They drive me crazy, and knowing that they do it more.
[bodytext] => As I lay upon my death bed I remember all I have been through I remember all the thoughts they made me feel How they focused their energy to harming me I will kill myself to escape this hell As I have seen nothing but abuse The more I fight it the weaker I become In death I can honestly say I choose to be alone Some say they understand, but they have no idea No one will ever understand Everyone is uniquely insane I hate being so worthless They made me do it, so now they will be happy The end is near, my tolerance is deteriorating Their abuse is killing me Their deliberate attempts to destroy my sanity This is what they are waiting for I won't keep them waiting much longer All I have left to say to them is goodbye And I hope I never see you again [comments] => 2 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 36 [informant] => shamateur [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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