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[sid] => 84384
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Poet of Anger
[time] => 2005-02-14 14:15:25
[hometext] => Finally, returning to my roots... anger. This should feel intense.
[bodytext] => All the days I had tried to say I no longer felt the same But no one believed a word I said They believed I had lost my head Well now I am thinking you may have been right Maybe I have not fully put past feelings aside Is it possible that it was all pretend That feelings can resurface again and again No matter how hard one tries to kill them They will fight their way out through your friends Who innocently remind you of what you once thought Not meaning to make your mind doubt I struggle to say now I that I'm glad you are gone I struggle to say in my life you never belonged No matter how true that may be I still can not make myself believe Death would be more pleasant than this Choosing a poison that makes the world twist Give me this pleasure I seek to destroy Give me a poison I can self deploy Inside my veins let it seep into my blood Forgetting the past covering it in mud No longer visible addiction sets in To think all I ever needed was a friend But no one wants to come near me though Frightened of being sucked in to close As if I am a diseased animal That fights and claws and tries to kill Crazed and scared I run away Seek to burrow and hide my face If you would hear my apology Instead of running at the sight of me Then maybe my disgrace would dissolve And the pain I feel would be no more Yet I am afraid that shall never be In your heart the lies you believe I can not see a way for you to cease to despise For though I am innocent I am guilty in your eyes You want me gone and I want to leave But the way things happened it can not be So sudden and rash you could not have conceived The consequences of your foolish deceit The lies you forged to ruin my name Have left me more than just blind and lame Because unknown to you I was rebuilt by my friends That I have come to trust and depend Your name now is just a memory A thing that ceased to be Almost forgotten your name flashes now and again When I am content I think of the days you were a friend Once trusted so highly you turned your back And now I stand in the midst of a verbal attack You and your friends developing lies that have no basis in fact Outrageous streams of nonintellectual crap [comments] => 3 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Poet_of_Anger [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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