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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Beast in my Eyes
[time] => 2005-02-12 23:54:49
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[bodytext] => A septic tank of addiction spins like a washing machine in my stomach. Anger rides on high and Depression sails even higher, for I can not control my emotions, lashing out at the path that led me to crystal. My palms are sweaty, my stomach empty, all my minds concerns deal with the "deal" of which I'm trying to fight. A constant battle of Heart and Soul. I fought this battle early on which left me damaged in bed. Thoughts of "I can't make it through this!" spins planets of confusion from a rotating system of need, need for the drug. I won that battle but, soon to be betrayed by my fellow soldier, who made a promise to himself, promises that he can never keep and now the Beast is wide-awake. Can I make it through this day? Or will the Beast, Salivating Speed, score and kill? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 223 [topic] => 66 [informant] => Nardo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 12 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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