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[sid] => 83367
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Drugs got me
[time] => 2005-02-07 13:44:01
[hometext] => Never wrote before, I wrote this at 4 am today, cuz it was on my mind and had to get it off
[bodytext] => Have you ever tried to fall asleep but you cant stay off the wall, Your heart pumping while you think about ending it all. These drugs are killing me, inside I know it But Ill never admit that Ill never show it. Its like a secret among those who use it The people who don’t , don’t even care no more they don’t talk Its all good when your up and having a good time, It at home later, in bed, when you wish you didn’t do that line. You sit up in bed masturbating and your mind races Your sweat covers you, why do I do this, what’s the basis? Im so normal when I sober but the drugs are changing that I can tell, Im having psycho thoughts of killing a cat. Now when I say cat I mean person but Im not a murderer Unless some dude tried to touch Kristen nobody fool with her. See this is what I mean, this isn’t normal thought I wish I could have half the money back from the drugs I bought. It’s the drugs Im telling you they kill peoples brains, Its not just dangerous while your high, they make you insane. You mind changes slowly and affects your train of thought, Before you know it your crazier sober, now who would have thought The paranoia sets in on a daily basis, You overanalyze everything even peoples faces. Are people talking about me, do they like who I am? Am I going to die in a car accident, am I back where I began? SoIm giving it up, Its not even fun anymore its over the jig is up. Im going straight now and gonna enjoy life, Tonight will be the last time I think about a knife. Cuz I have before thought about suicide, But in reality I never would I cant say that Ive tried. So today is it, the end of the beginning and the beginning of the Start, It wont be hard either, see Ive always had heart. Starting now Im gonna reach my potential, Playtimes over. my future, success, and my focus is inevitable. [comments] => 6 [counter] => 280 [topic] => 66 [informant] => DrugsGotMe [notes] => (Content edited) [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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