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[aid] => mick
[title] => Just...
[time] => 2005-02-07 03:22:30
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[bodytext] => As I am standing here, defeated again by evil fate, My defences harmed, my feelings hurt, Disappointed, powerless and above all: alone... Emotions shattered and aching inside once more I can't even be bothered to ask myself; 'Why me?' Because it is as clear as day That it was just not meant to be... Forcing myself to try and breathe, Searching restlessly for strength to carry on To mend the pieces and to finally belong ...Permanent damage done... Take a look at this wounded soul, Covered with bruises that will never heal No longer afraid to face the pain For it is all I know and all that forever will remain... You are just one of the many, By whom I was betrayed Lured into your web of make belief Strangled by your lies No, you are not the first to leave me here to die... Walked into the trap With both eyes wide open Knowing that I was heading for a fall But willing to live through some more pain again The sweet smell of love and its bitter aftertaste So consciously aware that I could never win... Just another failure Another trial and error Just a little mistake... Just me... Alone, let down, stranded So tired and worn out Just lost in despair Just... Waiting for my last exit... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 175 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Davinah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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