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[aid] => mick
[title] => Breaking the Addiction
[time] => 2005-02-06 11:02:56
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[bodytext] => Heroin warms my blood and taints my x-ray-vision, because I care too much what other people see in me. Too young to know that I have made the wrong decision, months before I could control my need (for speed and nicotine). Faster than light, a burnt out bulb to be replaced, empty packs and dull knives thrown out on the ground. Running away from all the fears I should have faced, finish my morning jog around this hell-hole-town. You wouldn't think that I'm this way, no not at all, but looks deceive, and weed can lead to angels' cries. And now your angry that I have finally come to fall, well, your disbelief in me caused my demise. Break the pattern, you will see. There's even life, inside of me. But with each hope, I found a doubt. Trying so hard, to live without. All of the things, that I thought helped. But kept me down, 'caused me to melt. If I hold on, will you be there. Because I need, someone who cares. And if I stop, doing these things. Can you maybe, just forgive me? Because you mean, the world to me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 32 [informant] => allforyou [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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