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[aid] => mick
[title] => Hating Myself
[time] => 2005-02-05 00:19:21
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[bodytext] => Hating myself for who I am Hating myself for what I can't have Hating myself for never being good enough Hating myself for never giving a ***** Blaming myself for something I couldn't help Blaming myself for the nothingness I have felt Blaming myself for the hurt I have caused Blaming myself for my own flaws Why am I so angry in my head? Is it because of something you said? Or the fact that I feel so left behind? And so dead inside? Hating myself for who I am Hating myself for what I can't have Hating myself for never being good enough Hating myself for never giving a ***** Blaming myself for who I will never be Blaming myself for what I will never see Blaming myself for my own delusion Blaming myself for my own confusion Why am I so angry in my eyes? Is it because of something I can't find? Or the fact that I feel so denied? And so blind? Hating myself for who I am Hating myself for what I can't have Hating myself for never being good enough Hating myself for never giving a ***** Blaming myself for ever crying Blaming myself for ever lying Blaming myself for never receiving Blaming myself for never believing Why am I so angry in my mind? Is it because of a sad time? Or the fact that I feel so empty inside? And so out of time? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 143 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Tobe [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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