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[sid] => 82773
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => half past one
[time] => 2005-02-03 04:37:30
[hometext] => Its times like these that you wish you werent born
[bodytext] => contemplating suicide Is another type of homicide Baording deaths ride To where the lost generation abide God have mercy on my soul Now tht the train has past the toll As the engineer puts in more coal I wonder why the train feels so cold I boarded half past one Only thing I remember was loading that gun Than the light was done And I was standing in front of that station To think, I'm on board a train A train headed toward pain I thought that life was just a game I guess I was wrong, and only I could blame It seems like it is getting darker As this train keeps moving farther That annoyance - I hear laughter From the next cab over Could this laughter be my enemy Maybe its just my mind punishing me No cant be, I think I could see It is - Is my family, living life without me I cant help, but shed a tear From that living laughter I hear Surely that laughter will dissappear It is - gone to the dark air When will this train come to its end This small lamps light is growing thin I wonder if what I did was a sin Am I worthy to join the Heavenly Kin I ponder in thought, as I listen to the train wheels hone I feel as if I am on this journey alone I don't even hear a single tone Except for my occasional moan Propose, there is no destination Except where I started, at the station What if this is eternal damnation Could this train lead to the Heavenly Nation? What a dark night this must be While this train moves unceasingly Surely it must be, I just cant see Where this train is taking me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 170 [topic] => 36 [informant] => bluebird [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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