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[sid] => 82656
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Broken
[time] => 2005-02-02 15:42:04
[hometext] => a friend wanted me to write how they feel, from their point of view
[bodytext] => Looking from the outside in, i cant explain my feelings within Always hiding, afraid of what they would think That they'd judge They think im as peacefull as a dove Im keeping them decieved I wont tell them the experiences ive recieved When everythign hurts so much i cant explain, i wont feel a single touch taken over by pain that makes me so numb So much has happened, i cannot tell Ive been out under some kind of spell They dont understand, they cant, i cant Im consumed by darkness, always alone No one knows, not even those in my home How can o trust those i love with how i feel They all seem to lie, i cant tell whats real i dont know how to love, i dont know what love is my heart is shattered and torn Even from the moment i was first born Im foreced to be alive and tortured in life Ill be waiting for the one who sets me free Free of this darkness that controls me its seems pointless to wait, everything is so hard crying inside all day and all night Only pain is in sight Whats holding me back is for those i care To see any of them in pain i cant bare I have to take on everyone else's pain Is is a gift or is it a curse No one can understand and i cant explain im always consumed by darkness and pain [comments] => 1 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 32 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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