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[aid] => mick
[title] => Coming Home
[time] => 2005-02-02 09:53:41
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[bodytext] => Why should I even try to explain how my mind works or how my thoughts go nowhere, while I'm heading in the wrong direction. Never following my heart nor my mind but always listening to the little demon voice inside Telling me to distrust, hate and decline everything that is being offered to me Suppressing and hiding any form of emotion that might arise from within my soul Until my heart is numb and has completely turned to stone I feel nothing for you or anybody else And no longer have I got feelings for myself Detached from this world, I do not feel any connection with your decadence It’s like floating in a vacuum, watching you from a distance, looking at you from afar You cannot reach me let alone touch my soul; however I can always get to you If you come to close I’ll blow you away Keep a safe distance; do not attempt to try to make me care You are of no interest to me You’re just there, somewhere, on the outside and you cannot look in Better you’d stay away, I won’t offer you anything And there’s nothing here for you to gain I expelled my soul from this world in order to stay sane Happy pills and cheap thrills numb the remaining pain Clouds of intoxication keep me hanging on And from the outside I look stable as I keep on smiling While on the inside I crumble and I’m slowly dying I can go on like this forever Drowning in my wicked thoughts Laughing with the world as it goes down Watching Armageddon with a smile on my face From an unconcerned brow Embracing the eternal darkness and finally coming home [comments] => 1 [counter] => 211 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Davinah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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