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[sid] => 82235
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Deliberating
[time] => 2005-01-30 23:24:25
[hometext] => When all the evidence of pain,and the loss of will to go on, is present. And someone you love just turns away, unaffected, shutting you out,and calling you crazy. Afraid your accusing them of being a failure. Where do you turn? ME ? Paper and pen.
[bodytext] => Deliberating once again, Which road to choose, that doesn't come to a dead end. Questions arise, that I've answered before- Inventing elaborate lies, Don't you think I can see through your diguise... One day, it will be over, You'll see me no more. Regret is something you feel, when I fail to walk through the door. Oh no! You can't take this- Away from me anymore. Reget is something you feel, when I fail to walk through the door. Regret shows it's face in many different forms, Comes in as the first morning light, blows out with the the bone chillings storms. Leaving you all alone to wonder- If the the pain you feel now, with each passing thought, Is the same as you gave- Now you live with the demons I fought. Late at night when fear sets in, so deep under your skin, Never letting you sleep - You'll know it's true ! All I tried to say, only to have you call me insane- Was true.... And once exposed becomes a part of you. I'm insane! Do you know, or can you feel my pain? I'm insane 'cause of you- But I know - yeah, I know - I'm okay.... Deliberating once again, what lies to accept, that keep leading me further down, Yet, I've no regret. Thoughts in my mind, that I've seen before, Inventing my life, it's just an open door. Don,t you think I can see- Through to the heart in me.. Deliberating once again.... Deliberating once again.... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 190 [topic] => 21 [informant] => mbs [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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