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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Tomorrow
[time] => 2005-01-27 09:07:15
[hometext] => Family isn't always what it's supposed to be...
[bodytext] => Tomorrow…another day and yet I’m so afraid…. Will they put me down again or will they try to refrain? I don’t know if I can handle it, don’t know if I’m willing to try I hope I don’t end up with thoughts of suicide I’ve gotten this far, made myself strong I hope I don’t get weak, in that family I don’t belong I’ve taken their crap, heard what they’ve had to say Made me grow weaker and so then I prayed I prayed to the Lord, prayed so very hard He helped to me to make it, make it this far If tomorrow is filled with more angry words Will I handle it all, will I again be cursed I don’t want to be weak, don’t want to be controlled Don’t want to take it, don’t want them at all Been alone these past couple of weeks… Learned how to be strong so I could defeat Defeat these people who want to hurt me Torment my soul and make me weak The Lord has given me the strength and power To withstand their torments throughout the hours I have taken it all, given it to him He held me in his arms and forgave my sins I promised not to give up, and he promised to give me strength I must keep my promise, he doesn’t negotiate I promised to try till my last waking hour Not to stand on the sidelines and let them strip me of my power The power that he gave me that gets me through the days The power within that’s helped me in many ways I will not let them take me and drag me to my knees I will not make them get the best of me I will be strong and handle what may come I will not let them take my happiness not even some I will defeat all who takes me on I will not fall I will not be the one I’m not the almighty, not even close But I will not let them cause me more remorse About being myself independent and all I will not let them see my tears fall I know it will hurt I know it won’t be easy But I will handle it, they will never get the best of me I am a good person with a heart of gold I am better, better than them all So now matter what you have to say to me Remember I’m stronger No longer the lil’ weakling I will get through tomorrow and everyday I will not let my family take everything away My family is far from what it’s supposed to be My family makes me live in misery I know that it sounds too bad to be true If you think I’m exaggerating walk in my shoes [comments] => 2 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 23 [informant] => only4das [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FamilyPoems )
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