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[title] => Jaded Pt 2
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[bodytext] => Ok here I am ...back again to write. to release. should of known. I''m not the type to sit down and just write one single peom. Everything sort of hits me all at once you know. Than I just want to write. If there''s one thing i know for sure, and one thing that i can count on ...it''s writing. the sweet taste of every word I put down. It''s me. Not her, not him, but me. I don''t have to front a broken smile.
A broken smile... it''s all i wear. emotionless eyes...and a heart full of hate. And to think less than a year ago I was kind. open to all... loving even if i didn'';t get loved in return. but the whole time i didn''t see the drama stacking up on my plate...and i couldn''t see the knifes pressed against my bare back. I didn''t see the hands of my so called friends standing there, blood kissed blades in thier trembling fingers.And when all the rumors flew and allmy dreams faded. I didn''t dare cry out. the agony made me numb again. and then i was left alone. In the dark...purposely. my sanity is so fragile and my patience already gone. I''m like bomb....waiting to go off at the slightess movement. everyone''s made the wrong moves and i''m still here....rage still ticking... murder in the back of my mind crying out for revenge! all i want is to be understood and excepted. but that''s to much to ask. And it''s not my place to ask anyone to love me, to want or need me...for me. takeing all my bad with what little descent human good i have left inside. inside i''m a beast.... awake, ***** and wild. but i dare not let her out. never ever that...becuase i just scare everyone away and hurt those so dear. And so yet again...and again...i sit here in this oh to familiar room of solitude ... holding the ashes of my heart ... smoking...burning to life once more with a hating passion.
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Jaded Pt 2
Contributed by
elatednbliss
on
Tuesday, 25th January 2005 @ 04:05:19 PM in AEST
Topic:
toughstuff
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Ok here I am ...back again to write. to release. should of known. I''m not the type to sit down and just write one single peom. Everything sort of hits me all at once you know. Than I just want to write. If there''s one thing i know for sure, and one thing that i can count on ...it''s writing. the sweet taste of every word I put down. It''s me. Not her, not him, but me. I don''t have to front a broken smile.
A broken smile... it''s all i wear. emotionless eyes...and a heart full of hate. And to think less than a year ago I was kind. open to all... loving even if i didn'';t get loved in return. but the whole time i didn''t see the drama stacking up on my plate...and i couldn''t see the knifes pressed against my bare back. I didn''t see the hands of my so called friends standing there, blood kissed blades in thier trembling fingers.And when all the rumors flew and allmy dreams faded. I didn''t dare cry out. the agony made me numb again. and then i was left alone. In the dark...purposely. my sanity is so fragile and my patience already gone. I''m like bomb....waiting to go off at the slightess movement. everyone''s made the wrong moves and i''m still here....rage still ticking... murder in the back of my mind crying out for revenge! all i want is to be understood and excepted. but that''s to much to ask. And it''s not my place to ask anyone to love me, to want or need me...for me. takeing all my bad with what little descent human good i have left inside. inside i''m a beast.... awake, ***** and wild. but i dare not let her out. never ever that...becuase i just scare everyone away and hurt those so dear. And so yet again...and again...i sit here in this oh to familiar room of solitude ... holding the ashes of my heart ... smoking...burning to life once more with a hating passion.
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Re: Jaded Pt 2
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by Essentially9 on
Monday, 25th April 2005 @ 09:47:28 PM AEST
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| needs stanzas and formatting. |
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Re: Jaded Pt 2
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by Essentially9 on
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| needs stanzas and formatting. |
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Re: Jaded Pt 2
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by flamingblade on
Thursday, 11th May 2006 @ 02:48:40 PM AEST
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this ones about as good as the first
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