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[sid] => 81034
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => One Time Reoccurance
[time] => 2005-01-22 19:20:05
[hometext] => I'm not sucidal, and this has nothing to do with my best friend or anyone in general, this is just something I ended up writing out of nowhere and I'm not entirely sure about how it all flows, but I like it, so here goes....
[bodytext] => One night I needed help and no one else was there. Maybe they didn't realize or maybe they didn't care. I didn't beg, I didn't cry, I just simply needed you. Talking to you makes it better-- all this pain I suffer through. I poured out all my heart, but you didn't care to see. You can't see past the words that always seem to torture me. You just blew me off and I knew I couldn't win. My walls were crashing down, my mind was caving in. I didn't have to think of what I knew I had to do. I went upstairs and got the gun and knew this had to be for you. My useless life was stopped as I put bullets through my head. And at that moment all I thought was it's over, now I'm dead. And as I flew to heaven I looked back and all I saw was you with my best friend laughing at it all. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 36 [informant] => AnaBanana [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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