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[sid] => 80623
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Fear Of Waking
[time] => 2005-01-19 20:10:40
[hometext] => I suffer with anxiety/depression disorder. Thank goodness for medication.
[bodytext] => Frightened of waking in the morning with that uneasy feeling. Restless.... mind is running at full throttle. It frightens me so. Afraid of who I'm becoming... some anxiety ridden human walking shell. I feel unknown to myself. A stranger. Even though it's been this way since days of childhood. When thoughts should be of fun and not of death. Little heads should be free of trouble... Young minds encased in a happy bubble.. It wasn't that way though. It's been lonely and scary. Many years of craziness. Many years of tears. Many years of facing.. unknown fears. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deadheadpoet [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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