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[sid] => 80469
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => All The Times
[time] => 2005-01-18 20:09:58
[hometext] => this poem is about my past well most of my past and the person im refering to is my parents mostly my mom well c ya hope you like it
[bodytext] => Thats all in the past Wow....how the years went by so fast I think about how I used to cry I think about all the times you used to lie I think about all the times I was alone I think about all the times I could only talk to you by phone Its eating me up inside I wonder why couldnt you have just tried? Just tried to be there Sometimes just to let me know what you care Im trying to put the past behind me But no one understands,no one could just listen and see How its building up inside of me I wanna let it all out On the top of my lungs just scream and shout But I cant I just stay quiet and try not to think about All the times you couldnt try All the times I wish I would die All the times I was alone All the times I was by myself in a different home Cause now its different,Im older My heart is now colder I feel like no one could ever love me Cause no one understands me not even I can hardly see I try not to cut my wrist But I wonder if I die will I even be missed? I know I got a problem or maybe Im just depressed No one can see through my crys and cuts for help cause Im so messed I just want to be happy Cause I dont wanna feel crappy I felt like this my whole life I thought this was just how life treated everyone But not everyone feels like shooting themselves with a gun Now I just lay here thinking thats all in the past Maybe one day I'll be happy one day at last... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 48 [informant] => sick_n_twisted [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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